just kate (kateywaslike) wrote,
just kate
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The thought of him leaving and not being in my life is...it suffocates me. I feel alone, not in the sense like I am lonely. But that I am actually alone. Robin is my other half and since becoming involved with him he has become the only thing I have in my life. Without him I am truly alone.

But I am sitting in suffering with him here. I feel as though I will never be enough. I will never be the only girl in his life and if I somehow get to a point where we can actually be together...he will feel trapped and suffocated.

I do not know what to do.

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